me: i’m not really anorexic honestly i feel like i’m just faking it
also me: *spends the whole day thinking about calories and food*
*freaks out because of 100 calories*
*is constantly fasting and binging*
*feels like purging when eating any kind of meal*
*feels like crying anytime a thin girl passes by*
*gets jealous of friends who get sick and end up losing weight*
me: totally faking it
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